詩小説6 君と掴む物語

詩小説6-1 君と掴む物語

A Story to Grasp with You

I reach out my hand and I see

A world where no one is left

A world where no one is happy

I prefer such a world

I seem to be a shameful person

The tip of the mechanical pencil

The world that is drawn with the tip of a mechanical pencil

A world where everything is dirty and disgusting

No one should be happy

That's what I've been thinking all my life

I've been living my life thinking that

I am a shameful human being

Smiling lovers holding hands

Classmates enjoying their youth

All of them

I hate them all

That's why I draw the bad endings

The bad ending I want

That world doesn't really happen

Because I know that

That's why I can paint

I can paint it

Until that moment