Ai-san wants to be spoiled also, but she feel like she's to old for it, she's at an awkward stage in her life not old enough to know that being spoiled by family is fine, and to old to admit to herself and others that she misses the attention that she used to get, even though she was the one who put a stop to it because she was embarrassed to still be enjoying this type of treatment at her age, with the feedback she was getting from the girls at school who she hung out with, who were talking about boyfriends and how their boyfriends would spoil them.
Ai-san wants to be spoiled also, but she feel like she's to old for it, she's at an awkward stage in her life not old enough to know that being spoiled by family is fine, and to old to admit to herself and others that she misses the attention that she used to get, even though she was the one who put a stop to it because she was embarrassed to still be enjoying this type of treatment at her age, with the feedback she was getting from the girls at school who she hung out with, who were talking about boyfriends and how their boyfriends would spoil them.