There's a weird disconnect between her romantic feelings and sexual desires. If she just wanted to do it with some other guy rather than the guy she loves, it would just be an unusual sexual fetish (namely, cheating), but the fact that it's directed at just one person suggests that it's different. It's like her mind loves one person and her body desires another. Which is weird, because normally physical attraction is a major part in romantic love, at least in the initial stages and particularly when you're a teenager.
...Or, she may have just misidentified her feelings for the game protagonist.
it's strange coming close to the end of the chapters i've read before, a weird nostalgic feeling. Looks like both of them are dealing with a lot of temptation.
There's a weird disconnect between her romantic feelings and sexual desires. If she just wanted to do it with some other guy rather than the guy she loves, it would just be an unusual sexual fetish (namely, cheating), but the fact that it's directed at just one person suggests that it's different. It's like her mind loves one person and her body desires another. Which is weird, because normally physical attraction is a major part in romantic love, at least in the initial stages and particularly when you're a teenager.
...Or, she may have just misidentified her feelings for the game protagonist.