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11 From Asada to Kasuga Prequel

11 From Asada to Kasuga Prequel

When my foster mother’s day passed, my-Harumi Asada- heart was settled with determination.

I’m in a heated living room, wearing a piece of bathrobe.

Of course I don’t wear underwear.

My heart is ringing.

I received a lot of gifts from my foster mother from the adoption of her, but still I’m nervous.

That, too, I’ll confess in the future.

I move forward one step, one step towards my husband watching news on TV.

He’s absorbed in the news and is sitting on the sofa without noticing my footsteps.

“Darling.”

“What’s up?”

I’ll change!

I thought so and asked, but my husband is blunt, he will not even look at my face.

I’ve given up at that point so far.

Still my foster mother pushed us brothers’ back on old letters.

For her who has offered us a lifetime, for myself, I can’t draw on this occasion.

I put my hands on the rope of the bathrobe.

“I have something I want you to see now.”

“Would you like to do it later?”

He shook off my hand like it looked.

Since he has not taken part in her funeral, he’s obviously unaware of the words she left behind.

But I change. Now, here.

I pulled out the bathrobe vigorously.

He was surprised at the sound, he finally got his eyes behind.

Then he looked like he had seen a monster.

“What’s that?”

“Scars received from my real parents.”

Even now my body is 40 years old, there’re still a lot of big clumps.

Previously I was also awkward in my body.

Like my husband.

But now I’m proud as proof of life.

Whatever you say, I don’t mind.

If he’s to be rejected by this, I’ll keep listening to my half life.

I intended to do so.

But he didn’t mention the story.

“Did not you grow up in a mother and children family?”

It was a surprising question.

At this moment, I didn’t notice what my husband is concerned about.

“That’s right. I grew up in a mother and children family. But I’m an adopted daughter.

I’m sorry that I hid it until now.”

I was surprised by myself who answered well.

As long as I’m, I never revealed that I’m an adopted daughter.

Mother’s influence is very strong.

My real mother produced my bod ad my foster mother adopted a new myself.

Conversely, without the abuse of real parents, I didn’t even encounter Ikuko Tsutsumi.

If it was with my brothers Akio Tsutsumi and Yoichi, my new birth would be pleased with me.

But my husband didn’t.

“Hey, never let it reveal it to the world. You understand?”

He had a very bad mood.

“Although I don’t reveal it separately…Don’t tell me anything about?”

“Hide it too! I don’t want see it!”

Even after he left the living room and caught him in his bedroom, I was stunned naked.

I felt a crack in my heart.

He denied the fact that I remain in my whole body, the fact that I’m an adopted daughter, and myself.

He chose the world body.

I wonder if he’s doing that for 15years after marriage?

No matter how I exposed myself, is it supposed to be so late?

I felt the weight of the words again.

My cheeks were wet with tears so that the water overflowed from the dry planet.

Over the next one year, we didn’t have any conversation.

Of course, it goes without saying that he didn’t attend the anniversary of my foster mother.

It was shortly thereafter.

When I was preparing his suit, a soft and sweet scent felt my nose.

It was a fragrance of flowers that young women like it.

When I spoke to him for the first time in a year, there were no expressions that panicked him, he relaxed his tie as if nothing had happened.

I was convinced of his cheating at last when the interaction continued many times.

However, he seemed not to catch it as cheating but only as a romantic love.

In any case, he thinks of me like a domestic housekeeper.

I felt complicated.

As my foster mother was alive, I had a hard time handing him, so his breath is a natural reward.

But when I tried to confess myself, I was rejected and I feel pain in my heart.

I can’t judge myself now which one is reasonable.

From that time I was only able to apologize to the harsh words such as “Your body is dirty” “I’ve married an adopted daughter”.

The light that illuminates me gradually became dull, and myself looked like a planet on a rough earth.

I had never had a counselor before, so I had no choice but to exist like air in this house.

But I can’t become air now.

As someone else, I finally made two consultation partners at the same time.

I reunited with Akio two years younger than me at a later date.

What appeared at the meeting place station was Akio who has completely “Ami”.

He wound a long hair and a part of the floral skirt was peeping in from the hem of the coat.

Meanwhile, my figure was casual everyday wear with a hooded jumper and jeans.

I was ashamed of my discarding a woman.

But Akio didn’t look away from me.

Even though he fainted before, he was afraid of others.

I entered a café in front of the station with him and talked about my husband.

Then he opened and closed the eyelids wearing the false eyelashes and wrinkled between the eyebrows.

“It’s awful! He refuses to reject our mother’s funeral and he refuses my sister…and yet he’s affiliated.”

Although we swore the day when the night sky was beautiful, he called me Sister.

“Sister, what are you doing to do now?”

He who was in the form of “Ami” talks positively like a different person.

Besides, he has words of emotion and pleasure in each of his words.

I thought that this was the face that lived as the president, outside my problem.

“There’s nothing to do with anything…I’ll have to wait for him to understand me, because he’s a man in the world, I’ll cease cheating out of that.”

Meanwhile, my words were empty as if they were made of insect bites.

The appearance of real parents appear to my eyes.

Until their faces aren’t in my memory but far away, but I remember their character well.

My real father was a person who cared about publicity.

And my real mother arranged his grooming so as to draw such a feeling of him, making dishes that look delicious everyday.

Including the dressing point, I can’t completely say that I’m the same as her, but he and my husband seem to overlap.

I felt that fate was prescribed, but as I reached for Royal Milk Tea at hand, Akio stopping moving.

“We will decide the rules by ourselves, there should be other alternatives”

“I don’t need compassion!”

As Akio appealed to me with teary eyes, I was talking about tightly.

I regretted immediately whether this is the same as before.

However, the cancellation doesn’t work for the words that came out.

“I don’t have any sympathy.”

He didn’t get frightened by my words, he shook his head.

“This is what I always tell my staff, because there’re counselors who think to even commit suicide, but you have a strong heart.”

I wanted to tell him that you’re the one who is strong.

Because he has overcome sexual identity disorder alone and is working on powder for the sake of his companion.

I was badly mind and body, and it was a small amount.

The whole body is proving it.

Still he never convinced of the word, but I have one thing I agree with.

“Thanks, Akio. I refreshed. I’m cheering for you.”

I wrapped his hands with both hands.

And I drank Royal Milk Tea a bite and made an account.

“Even though I treat you.”

“Don’t worry. Don’t embarrass ”Your Sister.”

The face reflected on the glass of the door was laughing.

Yes, I also have choices.

Just as he brought up the company until he ran away.

Royal Milk Tea, which should be sweet, was a refreshing taste why.

And the milk in the cup seemed to be wrapping me a planet.

That evening, my husband informed me that his return will be delayed due to overtime work.

I pretend not to know, but it surely was a lie, I realized by intuition that it was cheating.

There was a convenient night in my house.

Even after I heard my husband’s voice, I was standing in front of the phone.

“…Yes!”

I picked up the receiver again to confirm a certain choice.

My heart beats my heart fiercely, my fingertips are trembling.

This isn’t a fear. It’s just a tension.

When I pressed the button ten times the ring tone rang.

After three iterations of sounds, I heard a new voice in my memory.

“Hello, this is Tsutsumi. Who’s speaking?”

He was my nephew Taichi, the son of Yoichi Tsutsumi, a partner who can forgive.

“This is Harumi Asada. I’m sister of your father.

Do you remember that we met before?”

“Of course! Oh, Daddy!”

I guess Yoichi probably picked up the receiver.

Taichi’s voice is getting farther.

“Hello, Sister? Sorry. Recently, Taichi is addicted to the phone.”

“He’s lively crowd.

There’s no choice.

You used to be like that in the past.”

Yoichi gave a weak voice, but I was funny and unbearable.

“By the way, Yoichi, I want to ask you.

Do men end when they are bored?”

“What? Wait a moment.”

I guess he knew what I was trying to say.

I hear a voice urging Taichi to leave behind the receiver.

About five minutes later, the voice of Yoichi finally approached.

“Sorry, he wasn’t getting away easily.”

“Of course. Because you’re also his father and mother.”

“Well, that’s right.”

For Taichi who lost his mother at a young age, Yoichi is supposed to be the only relative.

In that case, he must fulfill his mother’s role.

“Then, Brother-in-a-low…I don’t want to call that…what he did?”

After the death of our foster mother, he finally came to call my husband as his brother.

However, he didn’t seem to have a good impression on him because he didn’t attend her at the funeral.

“He’s cheating on him.

As a man, what do you think?”

“Let me see…I don’t know that because I love only Miku, but it’s certain that a man has rethinking in whom he likes.

No matter how serious he is, it’s no exception.

Oh yeah, did you tell Akio about this?”

“Yes, I did today. But his mind is woman.”

“That’s right.”

Yoichi’s nodding had no disgust.

“But I got really good advice from him.

So, I wanted you to test if my choice is correct.”

“I see. So what do you do?”

“It’s decided.”

My heart regained peace unnoticed.

“I’ll send him!”