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体調が悪かったです。

小説の話が1つしか更新出来ませんでした.....。
何だか頭が強迫観念が強く。
体調が悪いです。
一つで纏めると体は「死にたい感情」が強いです。
精神は「生きたい感情」が強いです。
体の中で相対しています。
恐れ入ります。
小説が好きなのに書けない。
これが苦しいです。
本当に。
書きたいんです。
書けないんですよね.....。
愚痴っても仕方がないのでこの辺にしておきます。
応援してくださる皆様。
いつも本当に私を生かしてくれて有難うございます。
あと感想、近況ノートのお返事は明日書こうかと思います。
気分が上がっていればの話ですが。

私は死ねない。

アキノリ

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  • would a hot spring help your body. take care of yourself, the writing can wait till you feel better, watch out for covid, it can attack a weak body fast, I don't know what the weather is like where you are, but if it's like here it's up and down, I don't know how to say the temperature, but it goes from a couple of days just barely chilly to real hot, so the body doesn't get comfortable one way or the other, and that can put a strain on the body, so be careful and get plenty of rest.
  • >@jim-1950様。

    I am always grateful for your help. How are you? I haven't been able to write the continuation of the revised version of the novel. I am sorry. Also, I apologize for not being able to keep up with replies to this comment. I really appreciate your concern. Honestly, all I think about is death. Unfortunately, this is chronic depression. But I don't think I can die without leaving readers like you behind. The weather in this area for me is somewhat tropical-like. This is probably due to global warming. That's why typhoons come, and as you said, the climate is changing. Let's be careful not to infect each other with the coronavirus. I wish this sentence could be translated properly. I hope it reaches your feelings in some way. Thank you for your continued support. ^_^

    Akinori
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